weight loss!

it's been about 3 1/2 weeks and i'm down about 7.5lbs!!! i started to exercise a little well actually i bought the leslie sansone "walk away the pounds" 1-2 mile express from ebay and have been doing that every night 4 the past week and a least twice a day on the weekends it's really easy and good 4 me because i don't exercise and this is very low impact- NO RUNNING cause the only way i'm running is if some one's chasing me with a knife! i feel better, i don't know if it's psychological or if i really am improving a life but idc i feel good and i want to keep losing and feeling better- i can actually go up and down my basement stairs w/o losing my breathe now and that's after just a week of exercise and 3 of eating better- my diet is called "the no crap diet" and i think i'm gonna write a book about it- we'll c- peace out!

Step son

so as my followers know i stupid ass step son got arrested for, of all things he could have, break dancing on a girls floor during a party and messing up the hardwood. REALLY i would have really appreciated something a little more criminal then that. Though i did get to see him in handcuffs which made me all warm and fuzzy inside, only the first of many times i hope!! you see i don't really like him, he's a 19yr old in 2 weeks and is a complete waste of space. he did not graduate from high school, LOSER and then he stole 8k from me and now he's got my last name spread all over the tv and apparently the internet! my nephew told me he's on some website that makes fun of the "stupidest" crimes that people get arrested for, awesome! of course my asshole husband isn't talking to me because i'm so like "of course he ends up in jail, it was only a matter of time", and i'm happy about it the kids a fucking waste of air that someone else could be breathing- yes i know that's his kid and what would u do or say to some one if they said that about my boys- i know i know but this is fun because as usual i'm ALWAYS RIGHT and this was a prediction that i made after the "rehab incident", but i digress i happy he got in trouble, it's ONLY the beginning, mark my words, and my husband can go straight to hell in a hand basket for all i care!- PEACE OUT GO USA!

old friends

so i went to brennan's to see some old friends that i used to work with at tops almost 20 yrs ago- wow how crazy was that - at first i couldn't find them and i had to call cindy (thanks again) to log onto my facebook page to get adam's # because i forgot to write it down- so after all that i found them in a side room- the first person i saw was roy alge- he didn't recognize me iwaved at him and he waved back but only to be nice then i found adam and he came running over yelling "buffamonti" he called over roy and he could nit believe it was me- i used to have HUGE glasses and short hair so no one really recognized me at first- then i saw the hartke girls and that's pretty much where i stayed the 2 hours i was there- how else did i see- jim ericson, mark hagar, all the hartke siblings, tony and jen pelosi, and some other people who faces i remembered but not their names, of well it was fun i got to remenise and old times and how much fun we had working together and how fast time as gone by- that's really i big part of it for me holy crap it's been like 17-18yrs since i have seen most of these people and it seems like 5 yrs ago not almost 20- WFT can't believe how fast time has flown by- i'm old i just need to except that fact- i'm not sure that i want to be 16yrs old again but damn i had some good times with those people and i will never forget it but life goes on and at 11:00 last night it was back to real life!

old times

so tonight i'm getting together with some people that i used to work with at Tops and most of them i haven't seen since then which has been about 17-18 yrs!!!! i don't look the same that i did back then and i'm alittle worried! i mean of course i don't look the same as i did when i was 17yrs old but i'm really alot fatter then i ever thought i would be and i'm worried that people are not going to recognize me because i'm a big fatty pants. i mean i know that i look like me but i just wish that i wasn't so chubby right now! anywho i'm really excited to see these people it's been so long and if it weren't for facebook i probably would have never seen some of these people ever again!! i am really looking forward to this but i'm still a little hesitant but i am definitely going, i'm just going to put on my best jeans and some black top to take away from my apparently, thanks to the pic on my passport that i just got in the mail last week, HUGE head holy crap the whole frigin page is my enormous head and i look a little "terroristy". i'll let you know how the get together goes tonight. peace out!

weigh in

so i weighed myself and so far have lost 3lbs!!! whoa who!!! hey i'll take it- i'm really trying to eat well- a patient bought us donuts this morning and i wanted to eat one soooo bad even had it in my hands but Diane, my co worker said DON'T DO IT and i didn'y i put in right back in the box- i can't believe the will power that i have- i'm just so sick of bing fat and having clothes not fit me- i want to walk into a store and buy a cute dress or top and not have to look for a 2X or worry how my bid huge ass looks in it- so i'll take my 3lbs and hope that it turns into 25 by the time my boat sets sail in april!!!

diet time

I started a diet on monday with my sister, larry and ryann because we are all going on a cruise and well we are all fat!! I started really really fat and i'm hoping that i will end up not so fat!! i've already lost 3 lbs since monday so i must be doing something right!!! i bought the "walk away the pounds 1&2 mile" dvd on ebay for 3.99 so i will now have 2 start exercising so i can lose weight fdaster then f i was not 2 exercise at all- i frigin hate it but i have to do it i'm fat and i'm sick of losing my breathe going up the GD stairs in my house it's pathetic i have to make some major weight changes in my life and the lap band takes too long to get- you have to go thru all sorts of tests and write letters on why you are fat and why you want the surgery and i don't have time for that right now i need to wear a bathing suit in 2 months and until i get on that boat and see 1 women in a bathing suit fatter then me then i have to do something- i'll keep my blog posted on my weight lose because putting on facebook will only open up and shit load of stuff from all my "friends" and i would rather leave it between me and my followers!...

i don't know just some rambling

so these Olympics are pretty good we've won some medals and by "we" i mean the usa of course cause i have so much to do with it right! anyways lost has started and i'm just as confused as i was when the first episode aired like 6 years ago i think i may have some thing figured out though- ok here it goes- the "if the plane never crashed" stuff is some one's dream because in the 1st episode this season desmond was on the plane talking to jack- desmond was not on the plane he was already on the island and then in the 2nd episode ethan was one of the doctors when claire was in labor- was also was already on the island so this whole the plane never crashed side story is not right- the story that shows everyone on the island is the actual story that's happening now- that's just what i think...
anyways my kid is addicted to the wii my other son is possessed by Satan and my husband and is a pain in my ass (but getting better) so i guess it's just anther day of my wonderful life right?!