A little better

I have calmed down a little since my last blog the other day, but I really needed to get that off my chest!! He has been a little better but not too much, we'll see how the rest of the weekend goes. He has already woken me up at 5am so it's not off to that great of a start, but only time will tell!!
Annie the saboteur really and she's kicked out the first week! CBS must be pissed!! The only thing left now is the life long friend thing, and Brendan cause he's HOT- Rachel's a dummy I can't stand her!!

SATAN

I AM 100% POSITIVE THAT 3 YRS AGO THIS PAST MARCH I WAS IMPREGNATED BY OLE LUCIFER HIMSELF BECAUSE 9 MOS LATER IN DECEMBER OF 2007 I HAS HIS "SPAWN" (ALL OF YOU MAY KNOW HIM AS CHRISTOPHER) BUT I KNOW HIM BETTER AS, WHAT I NOW CALL HIM, "SATAN"! HE IS THE WORST KID I HAVE EVER COME ACROSS IN MY LIFE!!! NO I'M NOT JUST UPSET AND NO HE'S 2 1/2 YRS OLD HE'LL GROW PUT OF IT, IT'S THE "TERRIBLE TWO'S", NO NO NO HE IS THE SPAWN OF SATAN HIMSELF. HE IS PURE EVIL!!!! HE IS TRYING TO SLOWLY KILL ME, I AM TOTALLY CONVINCED!!! I WOULD LOVE TO DROP HIM OFF SOMEWHERE AND BE RID OF HIM!! NO REALLY YOU GUYS HE IS HORRIBLE. ALL HE DOES IS SCREAM HIS BRAINS OUT, WAKES UP EVERYDAY BETWEEN 4 & 5 AM! AND IF YOU DON'T GET UP WITH HIM HE SCREAMS HIS BRAINS OUT UNTIL YOU GET UP WITH HIM, AND OF COURSE I'M THE ONE THAT GET'S UP WITH HIM EVERY FRIGIN GOD DAMN DAY!! OH WAIT ON SUNDAYS I GET TO GO BACK TO BED AT 8:30 UNTIL ABOUT 11-11:30 OH GEEZ THANKS YOU FUCK FACE!! BUT I DIGRESS. THIS "KID" IS BAD REALLY REALLY BAD AND I DON'T REALLY LIKE HIM!! REALLY I DON'T- I'M KIND OF SORRY TO SAY THAT IF I KNEW 3 YRS AGO WHAT I KNOW NOW I WOULD HAVE NEVER HAD HIM!! I SWEAR TO GOD I'M SERIOUS- NICK WAS NEVER EVEN CLOSE TO BEING AS BAD AS THIS KID! I CAN'T TAKE HIM ANYMORE, I'M ABOUT TO GO OVER THE EDGE- I CAN'T CONCENTRATE AT WORK, I'M SCREWING UP A LOT THEN USUAL- I'M SCREAMING MY BRAINS OUT AT HIM WHEN I'M DRIVING BECAUSE HE'S SCREAMING THAT HE WANTS GUM AND WHEN I GIVE IT TO HIM HE THROWS IT BACK AT ME. I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS KID ANYMORE!!! I SERIOUSLY LOSING WHAT IS LET OF MY MIND!!! WOW I REALLY NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST- JEFF THINKS I'M AN ASSHOLE FOR THINKING AND SAYING THESE THINGS BUT I CAN'T HELP IT I'M GOING FUCKIN CRAZY!!
they better reveal the saboteur tonight on big brother cause i'm going crazy- i think it's kathy!

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Robert Pattinson

I have no idea why i LOVE him sooooo much, i just do. Watching the MTV movie awards last night just made me LOVE him more. When Kristen won for best actress, he was sooo smiley and happy, u could just tell how much he loves her. I miss being looked at like that :( but oh well life goes on, he'll probably be screwing another broad next week but still he loves her and u can totally tell!! The little skits with Tom Cruise were pretty funny 2!! I can't tell u why i love a 24 yr old kid but i do- he's HOT and he loves his girlfriend. I suppose i just want to b adored and i'm not. Yeah he loves me but i want 2 b looked at like i'm adored not just cause he has 2 or just does. I just miss being adored.

I HATE STUPID CRAZY PEOPLE

I really just can't stand people!! At work we have gotten (i swear to GOD) the dumbest, craziest people EVER this week. We had a lady come in the office the other day with her 2 kids. She asked me if we could write an excuse for her sons school because he had a rash on his stomach and his school wouldn't let him come back to school without a note from a dr. I asked her if she knew that she was in a dental office and she said "yes, the school said a note from any kind of dr was ok". I swear on my children's lives that is true! Then yesterday this crazy frigin guy came in with a long beard asking if we took walk ins, of course we do cause Aspen will take any riff raff that comes into the office from the streets. He was talking and every couple of words he was making this noise, it sounded like Hannibal Lector when he was saying " i ate his liver with fava beans and a nice Chianti", ya know that sucking in noise. I swear to God i thought he was going to grab me, kill me, then cut me up and put me in a refrigerator. He was frigin crazy!!!! I seriously wish that it was legal and acceptable to PUNCH someone in the face! I'm not kidding i just want to punch people sometimes so bad when they are talking to me and they say something stupid i just want to wind up and punch someone right in the face. If i were President...

JUNE 30th GET HERE SOON!

OMG I SAW THE NEW ECLIPSE TRAILER TODAY AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FRIGIN MOVIE 2 COME OUT!!! I'M WRITING IN ALL CAPS THAT'S HOW EXCITED I AM AND IT'S GOING TO BE IN IMAX!! HELLO ROBERT PATTINSON IN ALL HIS WHITE MAKEUP SPLENDOR I CAN'T WAIT!!! OH DID I SAY THAT ALREADY WELL I CAN'T I AM SUCH A LOSER BUT I REALLY CAN'T WAIT IT'S MY FAVORITE BOOK OF THE 4 AND BY THE LOOKS OF THE NEWEST TRAILER IT'S GOING TO LIVE UP TO MY VERY HIGH EXPECTATIONS!! OF COURSE NOTHING TRUMPS MY LITTLE BABY GIRL THAT'S ARRIVING IN SEPTEMBER BUT I'M PRETTY EXCITED NEVER THE LESS!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT IN IMAX, RIGHT CINDY, JULY 1ST AM SHOW?!
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back 2 reality

it's been a week and i miss being away on vacation! i gained like 7 lbs but ave already lost about 4 whatever!! the cruise was AWESOME!!! i loved it i didn't really feel the rocking at all just at night when i was washing my face and brushing my teeth. the movie channel that they had played new moon so i watched it 3 times and also watched couples retreat which was really funny!! i bought a "coach" purse in the bahamas it's awesome i love it and swam with stingrays (de-stung) it was awesome i held one and it felt like a pillow! i would definitely "cruise" again!! oh yeah i also showed the cruise director my boobs :) my sister made me we were playing an adults only game show and the "quest" was to show him your boobs for points to win a frigin NCL tote bag- we didn't win but who cares i'll never see these people again I HAD FUN you only live once right? it was awesome can't wait to do it again!!!
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it's been awhile

WOW i have not written anything in awhile but i've been busy with the kids and hockey and now baseball has started so i'm pretty busy. Countdown to the Cruise t minus 6 days and i'm out of here BITCHES!!! whoa who i can't frigin wait!!! i;m in the middle of bidding on a CHI flat iron in ebay right now i'm at 67.50 with 15 min left, hope i win!! another quick update i'm down 16 lbs on my diet!!! i still have ALOT 2 go but i'm getting there!!! i still look like crap in a bathing suit but hey i could look worse!!! every things pretty good around here and actually can't complain too much!!! well i guess that's all 4 now
HEY TRACEY i i couldn't be happier for you and Russ about the baby GIRL that u are having YEAH A GIRL 2 DRESS UP!!!!!!!!!!
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